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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 14:43:25 GMT -6
JAy shook his head again. "He shoudl have asked," he told her. His hand brushed the hair out of her face. His gaze moving to Haley and he swallowed the lump forming again. Whenever he looked at babies these days he couldn't help but think of Justin.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 14:45:36 GMT -6
Maybe it was his fault, but it was her own. He would always ask if there was something she needed to tell him, she would push the thoughts out of her mind to where she would forget... so she would never say anything. She looked at him, he was looking at Haley. She didn't know what words she should speak now, she sighed and just kinda put her head on his shoulder.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 14:49:30 GMT -6
Jay sighed and rested his head against the top of hers. He held one of her hands in his. Rubbing his thumb agaisnt the back of it. He didn't want to hurt her but he needed to know. "So why aren't you with there father?" he asked.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 14:52:49 GMT -6
She looked at him and when he spoke it brought back the memories and the pain but what did she care. She sighed, "I had Sunny when I was 12yrs old, and her father is in jail right know... for sex with a minor... which would be me... he was 19. Haleys father is kinda upset because he found about, Sunny and well he couldn't take it any more. " she said as she looked at him. "But Haleys father has a sister who has Lee, which is Haleys twin... confusing I know ....but there is another twist to the twins." she said.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 14:56:15 GMT -6
Jay's eyebrows flew up. "That is confusing," he told her. He looked down at the ground. His eyes watching Haley. "My son was taken away from me and now lives with his coke doing, gangbanging mother." he told her. The lump rising in his throat. A few tears slid down hsi cheek. HE wanted to take his baby out of there. TO give it a good home. He had gone to juvie though so there was no way he'd get a kid.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 15:00:44 GMT -6
She looked at him and sighed, they both seemed to be in the same mess. "Yea bad enough the twins have to different fathers. Sunny & Lee's father is a gang member, I was one." she said as she looked at him. She took a deep breath and sighed really, it was hard life.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 15:09:28 GMT -6
Jay nodded. His fingers tracing circles on one of her arms. "I still am," he whispered. It wasn't somethign he completely chose he jsut didn't know how to get out of it. Plus he did need them sometimes.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 15:12:33 GMT -6
She looked at him and sighed really, she heard his words and even though she didn't claim the gang they still claimed her. "Really now? I'm just a prize to the guys in mine." she said as she sighed, maybe he was what she needed somebody who understood what happened in the world of gangs.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 15:15:24 GMT -6
"Yeah," Jay said sadly. His gang was a major Bronx gang. The type that kills someone everyother day. "I'm just man power to them," Jay told Max. Maybe one day he woudl tell her how many men he'd killed. He knew he woudl tell her that he was a Lieutenant. He smiled softly down at her. "Your more than that to me," he told her.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 15:17:26 GMT -6
She heard his words, and knew about them. Her gang had gotten into a scuffle with a few of them before, she knew a lot about the fighting. She took a deep breath and sighed, "I don't know if I'm worth more than dirt, or a lame horse." she said as she looked down.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 15:22:01 GMT -6
Jay shook his head. Lifting hers with a finger under her chin. "Your worth more then gold," he told her. He looked into her eyes. Leaning forward he felt her soft lips agaisnt his .
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 15:30:51 GMT -6
With his kiss she felt like she knew him, she didn't know why but she felt like it. She started to remember a guy that she called Cowboy from when she was eleven years old really. She looked into his eyes and wondered for a moment, thinking about the fight. "Cowboy?" she asked quietly. Sometimes old love dies hard, and she didn't know if this was real or not.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 15:33:48 GMT -6
Jay pulled away from her face as hrealization hit him. He swallowed hard as he looked at her. Then the one word he had been hoping for came through. His mouth popped open before he tried to speak. No sound came out. Finally he spook. "Blackie girl?" he asked. His eyes begging for it to be true.
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Post by BLANE ™ on Sept 1, 2008 15:38:15 GMT -6
She heard her name, and well she buried her head in his chest and was really crying now. She mumbled the word "Yes, its me." over and over again. Maybe she thought she was dreaming, she never thought she would be back and near him again. She thought he was dead, thats what she was told... and he was the reason for Sunny... but she didn't care.
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Post by Fuzzables on Sept 1, 2008 15:40:39 GMT -6
Jay was so happy. He pulled her closer to him. Burying his face in her hair and taking a deep breath. "I love you, i thought you were dead," he told her. Pulling her face bakc he kissed her viciously. Not lettign her go.
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